The quick answer: I don't know!
Let's dig deeper in the long answer :)
This will be the first time I actually sit down and try to figure it out. Before now, I didn't want to think about it!
As you can see in my Race tab, I ran, I raced, I did duathlons and enjoyed every minute of it! Even during the hard parts, I ended every training runs, bike rides and race in a positive note! It's kinda funny for me to write this as I never thought myself to be a "positive" person. At least, some people have told me I wasn't!
I have never been one to be told I couldn't do something because: I was a girl, I wasn't strong enough, I didn't how, etc. I ALWAYS tried to prove them otherwise. Sometimes it was good, other times not so much. If you read back to how I started running, you will see why I was so inclined to run :)
So, after many races, my time had come to run the mother of all races (besides Ultras, for all you crazies out there!!) A Marathon! I even thought I would run an Ultra one day! So maybe you guys are not crazy after all :) I trained, I went, I conquered and I stopped.
| After my first marathon - October 2011 |
After being sooooo focused on this one goal for 5 months, I completely stopped! I started a new job that got me on the road A LOT and no access to my favourite trails at lunch time. No more lunch time either. I tried a few times and even ran the Vegas Half-Marathon because it was already planned.
I always went into running with such a passion as I enjoyed the time I was outdoors and the feeling of my body being pushed to new levels all the time! Hey, I ran up ski hills at lunch and ran in trails that were so beautiful I forgot I had to return to work some times :) That was the feeling I wanted when I ran and that feeling didn't come back.... once in a while, it would surface and I would run but not enough to make me go out every day.
So, I had to find something else to keep my body moving. As you can see in a few posts prior to this one, I had not been moving for a while :)
This past weekend, we had a sunny Sunday and I decided to lace up my sneakers and take Penny on a run with me. Well, lo and behold, here I was enjoying myself and it felt like I was running on a cloud! The only drawback, Penny was not feeling the 20K I felt I could run that day! I felt that good! So we turned back home and did a total of 5.2K!!! That's more than any other runs I have done since last Summer! Woohoo :)
So, will I start training for a marathon again? I don't think so. I have discovered other workouts that I can manage while on the road and at home. Will I enjoy some beautiful days and go on a run? Definitely!!
Now, I workout because I can and because my body allows me to do it. I am fortunate to be healthy and happy with a great husband and fur-baby.
Watch out world, I am a strong woman ready to conquer whatever comes in my way!! Running or not, here I come!!
Tell me, what makes you stop a workout /activity that you use to love?

Great post! Running will always be there for you if and when you decide to return to it but for now it sounds like your at-home workouts are what's working best for you!!
ReplyDeleteI haven't swam in months and months because I don't have a pass to a pool. I also really fell in love with crossfit in the spring of 2012 but the high cost of it has made me have to give it up. It sounds like your at-home workout dvd's are doing amazing things for your body and mind right now though so I say stick with what works!